When you asked "What is going on in your head?", I didn't know what to say so I shrugged instead.
I knew damn well what was on my mind, I didn't think this was the right time.
We weren't alone. The room was crowded and I wasn't about to scream and shout it.
This isn't easy. It's never been easy. I don't exactly know how to put this
but I know I promised not to keep it bottled up.
I will try my best to get this off my chest so we can finally put this conversation to rest.
Understand that this will be one of the hardest things that I have ever had to do in my life.
I'm not ok. I'm not alright. I can't shake this feeling no matter how hard I try.
I don't want to alarm you but I tried to hurt myself last night.
I didn't want to keep this from you but I considered taking my own life.
And I need you by my side more now than ever before.
Stay with me through the night and I'll tell you all about what's been going on in my head.
Thank you for asking. Thank you for listening. Thank you for understanding.