Looking back now I realize that there is just one day that changes all of our lives.
My fondest memory brought to life in this soliloquy.
And I think of that day and I can still see your face and I like to believe that I have changed.
Truth is I remain the same, I've been stuck at the age, I was when you had left me.
There is no music. It is just you and I and a microphone.
I know that nothing is everything but one thing can make it all worth while.
I still think about you. I often dream about you.
Where would I be without you? What could have been despite you?
There isn't anything that I wouldn't give to have this conversation face to face with you standing before me.
I would tell you how much I love you and how sorry I am that I couldn't help you.
This silence is deafening.
There is a road and I have lost my way.
With no direction home and a need to escape.
I think of that day and the smile put on my face and believe it is not too late for me to change.
My love for you will remain the same as it did for you at that age when you passed away.
*You have to carry the fire. It's inside you. It was always there.*
There is one shadow and there is one light.